What God wanted me to see today, I just learnt 10 secs ago.

I just glanced at a blog of someone from church. Just one glance. And I learnt what God wanted to tell me today. That all these months, as I've been changed and renewed by Him everyday, He is preparing for me to go into His kingdom. What He really hit me with is that I only realize now that I've been preparing for myself all these months to enter His Kingdom, that I am pushing forward, training myself for the ultimate battle before I can enter His kingdom (I know I sound like I'm a guy talking about battle strategies). It's true. I'm storing up treasures up above. Not in this world. I'm pushing on because I know of all the good things that God has in store for me. And I AM GOING TO PUSH ON UNTIL HE BRINGS ME INTO HIS KINGDOM.

God, renew me, refine me, change me, mold me, make me into the woman You want me to be. I've never felt this way before and I know why. Because now I have a true purpose in life. I know what God wants for me, I don't know how I am going to do it, but I am just going to obey His command. I, His foolish servant, who does not understand His ways, because His ways are higher than mine, will just obey because I know what He wants for me is going to be wonderful. "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11