A song that I remember from the past
In the house and out of doors
Washing shoes and scrubbing floors
Ironing clothes and brewing tea
Sometimes making Hokkien mee
I do for Jesus
I do for Jesus
I do for Jesus
For He's done so much for me
(repeat)
This is a children's Christian song that some Singaporean Christian came up with and I learnt it in sunday school when I was a kid.. hahah... just remembered it cos my elder sis used to ask me to sing it whenever i feel sad or down or experiencing pain. She used to sing it with me when i had a cramp in my leg cos i used to always have cramps in the middle of the night and she slept beside me last time. There was another song that we used to sing away the pain but i can't remember the name of the song.. it had the words "roll away your burden into the sea" or something like that. Geez... what is it? i hate it when i forget song names or lyrics.
Today i went to FCBC for the second consecutive Sunday after so many years of on and off church going. It felt good. Just pray that nothing will stop me from attending the nxt week. I also went to cell group on Friday, I felt like I was part of the family even though i was very new. And God had made me see again that nothing was coincidental. We were sharing our thoughts on a paper that we read and the second person picked was me. Joanna picked me.. haha.. so i just said my piece and had to pass the ball. I chose Wendy and she was pretty much hesitating about what she was going to say and didn't sound very sure about what she was saying cos she didn't really understand what it was talking about. Then Sharon, our leader, she kind of pushed her bit by bit until Wendy finally broke down. The thing was that Wendy was stuck in a position where she had been 3 years ago, and she was at a point where she was very tired and finally all the feelings in her exploded and she cried and cried. We prayed for her together. Thing is, God showed me that it wasn't coincidental that i was there for the first time. He arranged it so that i can further my road with Him and not only that, so that I would pick Wendy and Wendy can then finally get her pain out in the open, which meant that she can continue her journey with God. Nothing is coincidental. I'm here for a reason. God put me in this place for a reason. And He loves me no matter what. He would never fail me.