From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And If I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, Your glory goes
Beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, Your glory goes
Beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, Your glory goes
Beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine
When all else fails
Neverending, your glory goes
Beyond all fame

I went to FCBC yesterday (Sunday) and i rededicated my life to God, after so many years and months of straying away from Him. I've always kept Him in my thoughts these years. I have been going to church on and off these past few years but it was never constant. I'm determined to persist in my love and relationship with God. I want to do more. No more of these hesitation. Let nothing deter me from going to praise and worship the Lord this coming Sunday. I still don't know whether I should go for this Friday's cell group at Bukit Merah. I think I should.

I love the song above. God's love is truly everlasting and neverending always, no matter how hopeless things may seem. Tears flowed from my eyes while the church was singing this song. I think I lost myself to God during that time in FCBC. Completely lost myself. But yet I felt so secure, it's unexplainable. I still can't believe that God can love someone like me. But truth is He does. No matter who I am or what I've done, He still wants me.