i wish i can read people's minds.

A lot of people have this misconception that psychologists know how to read people's minds. Truth is, we don't. Or else i'd know what your bank account's pin number is and i'd be loaded. But people just don't understand and people never fail to ask me this kind of question when they find out that i'm a psy student. But right now, i wish i could read people's minds.

Wouldn't it be good if you could know whether your colleague is trying to stab you in the back while she put up a smiling face to you all the time? Wouldn't it be great to know what the person you like is thinking? Wouldn't it be wonderful to know that your sister isn't lying to you when you ask her if she thinks that you're stupid? Because it really is very tiring to have to guess all the time and be paranoid at the same time. I'm just babbling rubbish i know...

actually right now.. i'm just wishing that these few weeks will pass sooner and that i can go back to school to do what i'm supposed to be doing. to pull up my socks and get As in everything that i take so that i can move closer to my goal. to be mugging for my studies which i should have done from the very first year. even though work is not boring but challenging. but i'm finding that pressure is going to make me break down soon. i know that i can make it if i work hard enough. Procastination always gets me down. From now on i must get it out of my way. i want to be a good student. i want to do whatever i can to get to where i want to.

these few weeks have been just work and my earring business so pretty much routine - even though i kind of like it - cos i've things to be busy about. and i mean really really busy when i say busy. never been so busy in my life before. maybe it's just time that i learnt how busy i should be. how serious i should be about life.