CNY has come and it's going and the meaning of importance

I LOVE CNY!!! as much as i love christmas. I always look forward to celebrating these festivals with my family but when it comes and goes, I would become very sad....... cos you have to wait for an entire year for it to come again.. When you're like in the process of celebrating, you would be so into it you forget yourself. And when u try to recall what happened, everything would be in a blur. Just like I am trying to remember what happened during the resort stay. and i hate this feeling. and great my terrible cough has come back because of all the cold drinks and chocolates and junk i've been throwing into my mouth. all the phlegm is stuck in my throat and my lungs feel suffocated and my nose is protesting with loads of mucus.

My dad brought us sightseeing after visiting my grandparents today at night to Chinatown. We went past Ministry of Sound and loads of ppl were q-ing to get in.. also passed by many other places but Chinatown was so quiet today haha....

One more thing - I know we all tend to forget stuff. I always do and I am really sorry for having offended anyone because of my forgetfulness. But when people do forget things - does it mean that you're not important? Because if people do that to me, I tend to think so. well, then i guess I'm really not that important after all.

At the very least my grandpa thinks I'm important to me. at least I have him. I have half completed the task of saying "I love you" to my grandad, well at least I hugged him (which i haven't done so in decades) on the first day of CNY and my dad was like "wah.. i'm jealous liao leh" haha...

mood: terrible sickness
currently busy with: watching Survivor's Law, and thinking about my importance to the ones I cherish