This happened to me a few days ago... i had a nightmare about my brother, Daniel. I was watching him as he was playing with a few friends, cycling around the coffeeshop nearby our house. There is a large canal next to the shop and my bro got nearer and nearer to it. In a moment of a few seconds, he cycled next to the canal and fell into it... and the canal was full of rainwater and it was very dark in there. I immediately ran over and lay myself down on the grass to reach him but I couldn't. He was too far down in the water that I couldn't see him. I saw that there were a few kids in the water who were trying to save him so I thought he would be rescued and so I waited a few seconds since I couldn't do anything as well.

However, when I realised that they couldn't save him as well, I ran down and jumped into the water to rescue my brother. I tried to find him but I couldn't... it was too dark and murky to see anything. I came up above the water for air and went down again to search for him but still to no avail. I couldn't find him. Then suddenly, I saw his face in the water. I tried to touch him but there was nothing there. It was just an image... The image then started to float away from me, farther and farther... Then I realised he was really drowned but I did not want to believe that he was dead. I could not accept the fact that he had gone away from me. And then I kept crying and crying... If I had jumped right away, he would have lived. If I had not hesitated, he would have been saved.

When I woke up, I found that I was actually crying. My tears were still flowing. Does this mean anything?? I think it does... I guess I'm worrying too much about his studies... It's as if that canal of water is the education system in Singapore that would drown Boy like the water did... and I could't help him. Is this a sign or what?